17 June 2015

AGAIN...

I'm starting over - AGAIN.

My awesome friend/cousin, Hannah Aiono, is a personal trainer in MO (woot-woot!) and ks (meh). She has an online training group called Women On Weights (WOW). I have paid the training fee (which is TOTALLY DISCOUNTED!!!), sent her my before pictures, sent her my measurements...and I fell asleep last night instead of working out.

SO - today - after I finish work - I'm going home - and doing my workout!!! And then I'm going to play softball!!! And possibly go to karaoke!!!

I'm trying to use a lot of exclamation points to make me sound excited...because I'm not.   !!!

I downloaded the "Timehop" app - that finds your pictures from 1 year to YEARS ago and I just see my silly cycle of trying to be fit.

Two years ago I was doing great...I need to get in that mindset again.
Work - workout with [Insert Name of Male that filled my heart space with sorrow]- eat dinner with [Insert Name of Male "That Can't See Himself Dating Me"] - spend all night doing activities with [Insert Name of Male "Even Though He Thinks About It A Lot"] - cry myself to sleep - repeat.
SO HEALTHY.

!!!

I'll let you know how today goes...!!!